standing in the shadows at the end of my bed.

i am going to remain anonymous, but i am 15 years old and eating disordered/self harming/depressed/self hating/OCD. i constantly wear a mask which holds what i expect everyone wants to see, but the facade is slipping and people are beginning to peer through the cracks and i just want them to get the fuck out. so no, i don't want your advice on how to get better because i do not know you and you can't change me. i am constantly surrounded by people but i am so fucking lonely and i don't think that will change. i can't survive without cigarettes and coffee. i am i will follow back most thinspo/ed blogs, and if i just like your blog i will follow you too. do not expect advice on how to lose weight or whatever, because i dont promote eating disorders or self harm, but i am there for anyone and everyone who is going through them.